Allah is Beautiful, and Hu Loves Beauty!
When the primordial Question, "Am I not your Lord?" reached my perception, I remember, I had said, "Yes! And You are Beautiful! And I love You!" That became the anthem of my soul. Then I was put to sleep. Now I wake up. This is a chronicle of my awakening.
Monday, July 12, 2010
Great Person?
Thursday, January 07, 2010
Triangulation -- a poem
Saturday, January 03, 2009
Believer's Refuge
God will spread Hu's* grace over you, and will endow you -
whatever your outward condition -
with all that your soul may need."
-Qur'an, Chapter Al-Kahf (The Cave), verse 16
...And so, because this verse has affected me deeply, I remain hidden, in my refuge, in the proverbial cave... until times are rendered anew. Until I am ready to emerge, as WHO I AM.
* "His"
Sunday, December 07, 2008
Last Sermon: a haiku
Equality of human/
Submission to Hu!
by RA
aka The Prophecy
Today is the Day of Arafat. It is a day on which the last Prophet, Muhammad peace be upon him, spoke from the mountaintop of Arafat, and delivered to the people a sermon to be transmitted to all humanity to come. Known as the Last Sermon, it asserted in 632 AD, a full 1376 years before USA elected Obama to mark a historical victory for a black man, that "a white has no superiority over a black nor a black has any superiority over a white - except by piety and good action."
That women have some rights over men just as men have some rights over women.
And that every person is their brother's keeper.
This oral constitution for humanity is a living tradition that ought to be understood and followed by all humans - Muslims in particular - for it ends the supremacy of one human over another and instead, subjugates us all to our Creator.
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Look Within Your Heart!
My dear woman,
Neither in the tomes ancient,
Nor in words of women and men wise -
Neither in the prayers of the kind,
Nor even in the warm embrace of lovers...
At some time, not even in the spirit that protects you
lies God within.
When you come so far,
Then no further shall you go.
For now there is no going back or forth,
North or South, East or West.
Stop and look now within your heart,
Where always, ever God does rest.
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Dear Prophecy:
You feel dismay? But of course! Enjoy the feeling, and surrender to it, so it shall reveal its secret. It tells you that you indeed shall not get anything from anyone at this moment. It tells you, in other words - there are always, ever, other benevolent words we grasp hardly - it tells you that you have reached the point where you must now find the remedy within you!
You won't see anything if you look around, for it is the moment to look within.
Look within your heart, my dejected self, look within your heart! Celebrate your dejection - it is a sign post! Look! Look! Look Who's coming to stay within!
Surrender!
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Monday, August 25, 2008
Saturday, August 09, 2008
A Disappointing Woman
You know me, and I trust you. What is it with my prayer for Your Love to increase for me, and the world turning its back upon me?
But to be honest, I finally, really could not care less. I do not care what they think of me, or what they say. I ask You for You; and when I perceive You, I cannot care what flaws, handicap, or imperfections I have. An appraisal of my defections is not just a life-long distraction by default, it also entirely is a statement of ingratitude.
Allah, I do not have a printed certificate from You that declares who I am or what my existence means, that I can present to the world. None such oddity exists either. Nor do I bother!
You created as many ways to reach You as there are hearts in human chests. So I tell You what my way is - regardless of any other way: my way is the way of not concentrating upon my "flaws" but to love You. I see how Beautiful You are, and any other contemplation is a waste. I have had enough of occupying myself with my errors. I do not care! I have no time to dwell upon myself in Your Presence!
In order to accept You, I accept me! That is it! I accept who I am! I accept where I am!
You love me!
I love You!
I will not explain this to anyone! I will not explain how I am sheltered in my homelessness, well in my sickness, and submitting in my 'sin.'
I am, to them, a disappointing woman. A woman who comes up to no expectation, a good-for-nothing, morally-challenged woman who needs supervision. Most think the same, and a few behold me in awe. Neither matter, for I am tired of blame or praise, and I am with You.
And if this all means that my prayer for Your Love is accepted, then witness when I say: I love You. I disappoint all else. And so be it.